Cassie and Steve

New Job

2010-09-21T16:17:00.000-07:00

My new job is going very well so far. Yesterday I had orientation all day and today was my first day in the office, so I got my desk and my cell phone and tomorrow I should be getting my laptop. Today was pretty boring though. I spent a lot of down time surfing the web and talking with other employees, but once my 6 week training starts in two weeks it will get busier for me and then after my training I will get my own caseload and really start work. Everyone at the office is very nice and very welcoming. I really love my job, even though its quite boring right now.

Steve is doing well with his job as well. He still hasn't found out what his raise will be and when he will start to get it, so hes hoping to hear from his boss about that soon.

Other then that there's not much news

Life is AMAZING

2010-09-03T19:14:00.000-07:00

So I know it has been a long time since I have been on here...I have been super busy with family things and job hunting. Things are finally starting to slow down though.
My quick update to whats new:
1) I got a job today!!! The one I want and I start in 2 weeks. Finally after 4 months of job hunting I get one that I love. The job is in Washington D.C and I will be working with foster care.
2) Steve has his one year review at work on wed. so were hoping he gets a raise...he does so much more work then anyone else in his office and he deserves it!! And to add to his work update, his company got a new contract for 5 years so he has a secure job for at least 5 years which is awesome!
3) Jessica is very prego and baby Ciera Jade will be arriving in a few weeks, which is super exciting. I can not wait to see her!!

I am feeling very blessed right now. With a new job, a loving husband, a wonderful family, great friends and a new niece on the way. Life is amazing!

Update

2010-03-07T17:57:00.000-08:00

Life is pretty crazy right now...I am only home in VA on the weekend (except this week for spring break). I live at my parents in Hanover, Pa during the week days for school and my internship. Classes are getting rough and I have so much school work to do. I am lucky I don't have to work because I have so much going on with school. But I am finished in two more months which will be amazing!! Steve is doing well with his job and seems to really like it. I am very proud of him and all of his accomplishments. He is a hard worker and has been so supportive of me with school. I am in the process of looking for a job, but it is not looking good right now for me...still early I guess?? We now have two new additions to our home...a bearded dragon and a green tree python.

They are fun to have and watch. Other than that there is not much new.

Finally the end of the semester!!!

2009-12-15T07:48:00.000-08:00

Finally the end of my semester has come. Last night was the last class for the semester...unfortunately it was also my birthday... oh well!! I am back in VA with Steve and I am loving it. It feels great to be home and to not have to go anywhere for a while. This week is busy as well as next but that's the holidays for you. So today we have doctor apts to get some motions sickness stuff for the cruise. Friday were going to go to the Washington Temple with the family to look at lights. And Saturday were going to Steves grandmothers for church and dinner. I can not believe how fast time is going and that christmas is around the corner. I can not wait because I get to see my little nephews who I havent seen in a while. They are finally coming home. Unfortunitly Zane and Elise wont be here but i will get to see them in the summer so that is a plus. Anyways, life is going great and I am almost done school which is awesome!! I am really looking foward to the holidays with family and before I know it me and Steve will off on our cruise!

The Holidays

2009-11-24T07:27:00.000-08:00

I just love the holidays. It is wonderful to be around family and have a break from school work. This week I have no internship and no classes. I am loving every second of my free time. I still have some minor school stuff to do but nothing crazy! Steve loves that I have free time too cause now I can hangout with him. For thanksgiving were going to spend it with Steve's family this year and next year we will be at my parents. Then, like always, Christmas eve is with my side of the family and Christmas day is with his side. To top everything off... Brittany, Mike and the Boys are coming home soon so I get to see them finally after several months and man do I miss them!! Other than that things are going pretty well.

Steves New Car

2009-11-17T15:55:00.001-08:00

Ok so Steve took some pics of his Mustang....here they are

Update on New Apt

2009-11-15T15:29:00.000-08:00

Ok so were all moved into our new apartment in Sterling, Va. It is wonderful here and I love it however I am only here on the weekends right now due to school. I spend the weekdays in Hanover at my parents and in-laws while i go to school and my internship. So heres some pictures of my new car and the new apartment. I dont have any pictures of Steves mustang yet but I will add some later.
Heres the Bedroom

Heres the kitchen

The Diningroom (I put the chairs and table together myself)

The Livingroom

The bathroom
And my car

Hope you all enjoy the pics!!

A new change

2009-10-19T19:31:00.000-07:00

So life is getting more exciting. Steve and I are officially moving to Sterling, Virginia on Halloween!! We are very excited to be moving. The new apt is smaller but way nicer. I have been packing a ton over the past few weeks. Right now we are staying in Hanover with Steve's parents and my parents. Our heat at our apt is broken and it is way to cold to stay there. Were hoping the heat gets turned on soon but who knows what will happen. Steve got a new car, seeing that his was dying. He got his dream car... a mustang and is thrilled to have it. Things are really going well for us. The move is so exciting. I am so ready to get out of PA. The commute to school will suck but its only till April and even then I have a month off in between for Christmas break. School is going well and my grades are pretty good!! So that makes me happy. I am almost 2/3rds done with school and its so exciting. I am not working anymore. Since Steve is making a good salary, he wants me to focus on school and not work until school is over. Its a great help to have more free-time and I am less stressed. I don't know how i could of worked and commuted to school and my internship. It seems too much to handle. We are pretty blessed right now and life is going real wonderful.

Crazy Life

2009-09-22T21:54:00.000-07:00

Things are getting really crazy right now. Steve is home which has been such a blessing. I missed him so much but its all over now and I have him forever. We have been spending lots of time together. I took off work for a few weeks but this weekend I am going back to work. Steve got a job in VA so we will be moving shortly in a few months. Not sure where and when exactly yet but I will give you all the information when I figure it out. Unfortunately I am still in school until May so I will have to quit my job and commute. I can stay at my parents during the weekdays for classes adn my internship and then go home on the weekends. It wil suck but it wont be for long. This semester is over Dec 18 and classes dont start up again till Jan 18. Then I graduate May7th. It will totally be worth it in the end. Steve is way excited for the new job and we are both ready to start a new chapter in our life together. Living in Shippensburg, pa is getting very old and boring haha. Once I am done school then I will go back to working/ starting my career which is awesome. I am so tired of school. I cant wait until i have a life again. It will be so nice to see my Hubby on a regular basis where we dont have to take off work to see each other. On top of that, we are going to finally go on our honeymoon cruise in Jan for a week so we are very excited to get away on a vacation. It is very much needed and we will def. need it by Jan. Well thats it for now. I will try to keep everyone posted on whats new!!

2009-09-01T18:18:00.001-07:00

It has been a long time since i posted. Life has been busy which is good for me. Grad school has been pretty busy. I have three classes done from summer classes and now my new semester has begun. The best part about life right now is that Steve finally got in the states on sat and should be home in a few days. I am def. way excited that i have trouble sleeping. Well i am gonna get going I just wanted to inform everyone as to whats going on.

2009-05-23T11:40:00.000-07:00

I thought I would leave a quick post letting everyone know how things are going. Only 117 days until steve gets to come home and I am so excited. I just booked a cruise for me and him to go on in January and we are excited to get away. School is going good but it keeps me very busy. Its so strange to be almost done for good. A few days ago I got in a Bike accident but it wasnt bad. I just have four nasty bruises and they will eventually go away. It was really embarassing but istill got back on the bike to bring it home. Needless to say I was done riding for the day. But i will get back on shortly again. I need to practice some more with my riding. Jessica graduates in a few weeks which is exciting for her and scary for me. I feel like i am getting so old now. haha. It will be fun to see family though and to watch her graduate. She will be going to the local community college, where i went for two and half years. It will be a good start for her and i think she will really enjoy herself. Other then that my life is pretty boring. I am just working and going to school which is very busy for me.

2009-05-08T23:37:00.000-07:00

Ok so it has really been a long time since i wrote on here. Things have been pretty busy for me. I finally graduated this past saturday and i start grad school in a week from monday. I am pretty excited. Graduation was awesome however it was hard not having Steve there. He was pretty bummed that he couldnt be there. My parents, Brittany mike and the boys, Becci Rylee and her boyfriend, chad, jessica, Steves parents and sisters all came up for the event so i had a pretty big crowd. The weather was perfect and it was just awesome. Only like 130 more days until Steve gets to come home. I can not wait. I miss him so so much. I have been working alot more since school ended but once it starts back up i wont be working as much again. Only one more year and i am done for good. Well i am going to bed but i will try to keep up with the blog more haha

Update

2009-03-19T15:23:00.000-07:00

Things are going pretty good here I guess. Time is starting to fly by alot faster and i have about four more weeks after tomorrow left for my internship. It will be nice once i can get a break. The meds still are not helping, in fact my sleep patterns have been worse for the past few days. I feel so tired all the time and i have no energy. I dont think the meds are gonna work for me but i have to give them atleast andother week to see. Even the sleeping pills dont work. Steve seems to be doing better. I get to talk to him alot more now which is helpful. And it makes my day just to hear his voice....even if its only for a few minutes. My life is pretty crazy... i have been working about 65 hour weeks and its wearing down on me so i am going to start working less hours so that i can rest up. Other then that there really is no other news.

Grad School

2009-03-08T22:05:00.000-07:00

So It has been a while since i wrote on here. A few things have happened. First and most exciting....I got into Grad School and not just grad school but the advanced staning grad school which means only one year left and im done!!! I am totally excited. Steve sent me beautiful flowers to congratulate me and that was pretty sweet. Last week was spring break week so i got to spend a lot of time with Brittany, Mike and the two adorable boys. It was alot of fun!! I went to the doctors finally and im now on meds that will hopefully help me with everything. It will take like 4 to 6 weeks to kick in tho. Steve is doing alright but i worry about him all the time. Hes not sleeping good and he just seems distant at times. Its now down to 193 days till he comes home and i can not wait at all. I feel like im so busy all the time that i cant sit down to just breath. And at night im so tired but no matter what i do i cant fall asleep. I have sleeping pills but i can only take them if i have 8 hours to sleep so they will only help sometimes. Well i think im gonna go try to sleep again.

Terrified

2009-02-23T18:03:00.000-08:00

Ok so I found out today that a soldier in Steve's brigade was killed the other day. He was shot off base. The man was only 32 years old and left a wife and three children. These men have only been there for a month and one has already been killed. I am terrified that something will happen to Steve. I pray each day that I dont have 2 men in uniform at my door to give me bad news. I dont know what im going to do if something happens to him. He is my life. Hes not doing too well at all. He's not sleeping well and he has bad dreams. This mans death has us both freaked out. His deployment is almost half way done and I just want it to be over so bad. I want him home so bad. I miss him and I need him. Why cant everything just be over and this war be over. I hate this whole thing. I am so scared and I dont know what to do.

Friday Nite

2009-02-09T20:07:00.000-08:00

Ok so friday night i am sitting at home doing school work and its about 9pm. Theres two apts under me that are loud with partys so im trying to ignore them so i can get some work done. well all of the sudden i hear two guys yelling at each other screaming. the one guy was yelling that he was gona kill the other one so the other guy said to him "slit my throat". Needless to say i called my dad cuz i was scared. And finally decided to pack my bags and go to my parents where i would be safe. I called my landlord and he failed to call me back. So the next two nights were hard for me to fall asleep. I was scared for my life. I talked to the landlord today about it tho. He had already spoken with the tenant. I guess what happened is the tennants friend showed up drunk and he wouldnt let him in so his friend was knocking on the other two doors down stairs with his pants down. Apt. b just ignored him but loked through his peep hole to see what was going on. Then in apt c. the girl answered and the guy then told her he should rape her. so the tenant in apt b came out and fliped out on the guy and finnaly the new tenant in apt a came out too and told his friend to leave. It was loud and crazy and scarey. Im probably confused everyone with this post. Needless to say my landlord said hes going to kick the guy out so it will be peaceful again and i wont be scared once that happens. Unfortunitly hes still there for tonight and for however much longer so i have to still deal with it all. I hate being alone. It seams like i never have enough stress cuz i keep getting more and more and more. I feel like i am going to freak out or something. Im getting emotional all the time and sooner or later i am going to have a melt down. I have no idea what to do. I have no time for anything... not even to go see a doctor. I work 6 days a week and have class on the seventh day and in between all of that i have so much school work its crazy. I am tired all the time, im sick with allergies, my eyes have been bloodshot for days. I really am losing it. And its not a good time to lose it. Ben is leaving on the 25th for his mission and thats more stress. So i guess im totally going crazy with this post now. Sorry, i am just writing out my fustrations. When will i get a break though? When is it my turn to breath? When can i take care of myself? I spend 6 days a week doing things for other people. But i have NO time to take care of myself. Man i really need a vacation?? Only like 3 months till graduation then i can breath... if i make it to three months before i freakout.

25 random facts about myself

2009-02-05T16:46:00.000-08:00

1. I married my high school sweetheart and my soul mate
2. I have the greatest family anyone could ask for and nothing could change that
3. I feel like i really dont have any friends
4. My life has always been full of depression... I just hide it well
5. I am mad at God for taking my Brother from me
6. I hate the way i look and which i could change a lot of physical things about me
7. I am not patient
8. I love to clean when i am stressed out...it helps relax me
9. I did aweful in highschool, but now in college i am doing very well... its the one thing i am proud of
10. I am afraid of being alone
11. I am afraid of clowns...dont know why i just am
12. My mom is my hero
13. My husband is in Iraq and I miss him so much
14. I have wonderful nephews and nieces
15. I can not wait to have a child of my own
16. I hate school and i can not wait to graduate from the masters program
17. I love to golf... i just started learning
18. I miss photography... i used to love taking photos
19. I feel like every time things start to go right....something bad happens
20. I wish i would get more motivated to exercise
21. I am going to miss my brother Ben when he goes on his mission
22. I love spring and summer
23. Pink is my favorite color
24. I feel like everything is falling apart
25. I fear that one day Im gonna have 2 soldiers at my door giving me the worst news of my life

Steve Update

2009-01-26T19:26:00.000-08:00

Steve called me a few days ago. He has been sick with some stomach flu or something. He was throwing up for days and hadnt eaten for a couple of days. So he was on an iv for fluids. He says hes doing much better now though, but hes still not up to his usual self. Hopefully the bug will go away soon. I wish i could take care of him like i always do when hes sick. Mostly that just consists of watching movies with him and makin him take medications lol. He sounded alright though. Its hard without him and i am finnaly starting to realize the impact it really is having on me. So tomorrow i am going to make an appointment for the doctors to get on some anti-depressents. Hopfully that will help me sleep at night and not sleep all day. I dont know how i am going to make it through the next 234 days. I wish time would just go by faster. Its hard without Steve here. He is my life and i miss being able to spend time with him and tell him stories about my day. He is the rock in my life. Me and him and been through a lot over the years. Without him in my life, i dont know how i would have gotten through Brians death. Just knowing that Steve was there for me was enough to keep me strong. He is truly my soulmate and i have no doubt about that. I am happy that he is my husband. He has made me so happy over the past five year. I pray for him everyday and hope he is safe. I can not wait untill he comes home...then i will really be happy again.

Internship

2009-01-14T15:52:00.000-08:00

So yesterday was my first day at my internship. It was an awful day for me. I literally did nothing all day and my supervisor did not guide me at all. In fact i hardly saw her. So today i decided that i was going to take matters in my own hand. I went around and asked anyone for anything to do. I ended up making phone calls, going to court hearings and babysitting three little munchkins. I was busy all day and I had so much fun. I cant what to see what tomorrow will bring.

News one Steve: Steve is doing really well for the most part. He has alot of down time which doesnt help. Hes going overseas on the 17th. He misses everyone very much and can not wait to come back home. I pray that he stays safe and that time will fly by. This military stuff gets old quick. I just want him back home. I have good days and bad days... and lately its been more bad than good. I only hope that it will get better.

Alone Again

2009-01-07T19:50:00.000-08:00

Its been a while since i wrote on here. Steve came home and tried to surprise me. He told me he was being released for leave on the 23rd of dec when really it was the 22nd. His mom and grandmother went to get him and bring him back. I knew about the surprise but i didnt tell him until he was home. Anyways, my time with him was awesome and amazing. We spent ever second together. It was amazing. Last friday i had to bring him back to NJ. It was a really hard day for me. I really wish that he did not have to go back. Its been really hard. Theres a famil day on saturday but Steve doesnt want anyone to come up because its too hard and i understand completely. I just pray that the next nine months go by fast because the last three were really hard on me. I talk to him everyday and he is doing very well. He misses everyone very much and cant wait to get home.

School starts up on monday...and then my internship starts on tuesday. I am so excited and nervous. I wish Steve was here to help me with everything and just to be here for support. Oh and really good news.... Shannon is having her baby any day now so i am so excited!! Well i just wanted to get everyone up to date

Semester is OVER

2008-12-12T10:44:00.000-08:00

So today i took my last final in my undergrad.... next semester is my internship. If feels great to finnaly be done with the semester. I worked my butt off to get great grades and now i have just one semester left till graduation. Time really is flying by which makes me happy cuz soon steve will be home. I just hope my time with him wont fly by but i am afraid it will. Hopefully the nine months after will be even fasted so that all this will be over. It feels so wierd that i am graduating in May. I did aweful in highschool but i really am proud of my grades. I have to say i def. earned them. The holidays are near and my stress level is pretty much gone now. I am just really happy today.

Becci and Rylee

2008-12-07T18:49:00.000-08:00

I am home waiting for Becci ( My best friend) and Rylee (her baby) to get here. They are coming to stay a night or two with me which is so awesome. I havn't seen them since Rylee was born which was almost three months ago. I am so excited to see how big she is now. She was 10 pounds and 9.5 ounces when she was born lol. I talked to Steve today too. He is doing great and we are both so excited for him to come home. Its about 15 to 17 days till he comes home. So a little over two weeks. We are not sure of the date yet but its either Dec. 22ed, 23rd or 24th. Either way he is home for 10 days and i cant wait. I miss him like crazy. I even havealmost all of the christmas shopping done. I need to start my christmas cards however. Well i am going to go call Becci adn see how far she is.

So impatcient

2008-12-03T22:17:00.000-08:00

So its like 19 days until Steve gets to come home and i am totally excited. Its crazy how the time is going by faster now. I have one more class on Friday and then next week is finals!!! I am so ready for a break from school and to be able to spend time with Steve. This weekend is going to be very busy. I work Friday nit and then i am going straight to my parents from work. Then Saturday were all going over to Brittany's to hang out with family that i haven't seen is a real long time so i am pretty excited. And then my best friend Becci and her baby Rylee are coming to visit me from Sunday night till Tuesday morning so i am def. going to have an awesome weekend. The days are really flying by and before I know it Steve will be here. Maybe I will finally get to bed for once before 2am. Its hard to fall asleep when im in this apt all alone. I tried taking over the counter sleeping pills but they didnt work so as soon as i get a day off i am going to make an appointment to get some actual sleeping pills that work. I think that will help me to function better each day. I am always so tired and worn out.

Ready for Tuesday

2008-11-22T09:03:00.000-08:00

So i can not wait until Tuesday!! I will have mostly all of my schoolwork done by then. I have one class from 12:30 to 1:45 and then I'm off to my sister Brittany's house to spend a few nights. I am really excited to be able to spend some time with my nephews. They are so adorable and i don't get to see them enough. It will be a great few days. Plus Thursday is Thanksgiving (if you didn't already know haha) and my family will be at Brittay's too. Even my cousin, her husband and their little ones. It will be a blast. I am so excited because i need to be able to just go have some family time and get away from Ship. Then after next weekend is over I will only have a week left of classes and then finals which is awesome!! Once finals are done i will be up to only waiting 11 more days for Steve. So i just hope it goes by fast so he can come home....YAY!! Alright well i have to go get ready for work.

Aweful day

2008-11-20T23:01:00.001-08:00

Ok so today was pretty calm and easy until wokr. A few of the girls invited me to go out to eat after work so i was excited to go out for once.... i really needed it. I drove to dennys and they past right by me. They never came to dennys. I finally realized that they were never going and they were playing some mean trick on me..... pretty crappy huh?? Well needless to say i feel pretty crappy so they achieved what they wanted to. It really sucks cuz right now i could really use the friends and honestly i feel like i have none...My best friend just had a baby and so she is busy enough but i am starting to realize that people i thought were friends really arnt. I hate Shippensburg and i am starting to think its a bad idea for me to stay here for another year. I think that after i graduate in May i am going to move back home and just work. Once Steve gets home we will move and then i will go back to get my Masters. I hate being here. I have noone here and nothing going for me. I have so many up and down days. I love Steve and I will wait forever for him if i have to. Its just really hard and it never fails that once everything seems ok it gets bad again. I get so emotional over stupid things because i am so stressed out all the time. I think living alone is starting to make me crazy.

One Paper Down

2008-11-19T20:58:00.000-08:00

Ok so i totally got my big paper done today which makes me feel soooo good. It was really stressing me out. I have one paper down now and only four more to go with two presentations. It sounds like alot and it is but its not too bad. I am hoping to get atleast two of the papers done and one of the presentations if not more by tuesday. After class on tuesday i am heading off to brittany's for a few nights to ang out with her and the boys. I am so excited because i never get to spend time like that with them and its pretty cool. theres only 2 more weeks of classes now before finals and that means its getting closer to christmas. Its only 33 days and a wake up until hes back. We both are getting very excited. It has been hard and i worry about the nine months that he will be gone after christmas. We will see what happens

Things are finally getting better

2008-11-14T09:17:00.000-08:00

Ok so Yesterday was a great day. The first day that finally went good since Steve has been gone. I got accepted for my internship next semester which was so awesome. Then Steve moved from Mississippi to Louisiana. Rumor was that he wouldnt get phone service but he does so i am blessed with that. And then i had a great night at work. My stress level is way down and i am so glad for tha. Its not much longer till Steve gets to come home. Only about 39 days which is so exciting. I can not wait. Things are starting to turn around and I am thrilled. I also have a new nephew and he is so adorable. I am blessed with such handsome nephews and a beautiful niece. They are so wonderful. I learned that i really need to start relaxing more. I am just really glad that my mood has changed because i was pretty bad there for a while.

The Days go by

2008-10-29T19:13:00.000-07:00

Steve is doing really well. He is ready to come home though. He misses everyone....mostly me lol. Hes been doing a lot of training and has long days. He just left to go out to the field for the next four days so i am not sure if he will be able to call or not which really sucks. I am staying really busy with work and school, i think i am working myself too hard though. I am always tired and im starting to get sick i think. So steve told me to cut back on my hours at work. Other then that things are going good. My best friend Becci had her baby a month ago and she is so adorable. On top of that my sister is due to have her baby boy very soon which i am so excited about. In a few months shannon will have her baby too.... so many cute babys. I must say that my neice and nephew are the cutest kids ever. Well i am going to go to bed early for once.

Busy Busy Busy

2008-10-05T23:06:00.000-07:00

So between work and school i am staying pretty busy. I have alot going on but it doesnt keep me from thinking about Steve and missing him. Its really hard not having him here and its not getting any better Only 79 days until he gets to come home for christmas and i can not wait well im off to bed good nite

Lonely

2008-09-24T18:59:00.000-07:00

It has been a while since i have gotten on here. I have been busy with school and work. It has been very lonely without steve. I knew it woul be hard but i didnt think it would be this hard. I am excited however because i didnt think i would see him again till christmas. But fortunitely the military is holding a picnic so friday i get to see him for a few hours. I am relly excited to see him however it is going to be hard to say goodbye again. I just pray that the next few months go by fast. So far it has been slow and its not fun. I can barely sleep at night and im exausted everyday.

One Week to go

2008-09-07T00:41:00.000-07:00

So Steve gets to come home in a week but only for a few days. I am so excited. I miss him so much. It is so hard to sleep with him gone and i hate being here alone. I hate this so much.... I just want everything to be over. Things arnt the same without him. Hes my world and my life and without him here theres nothing.

Steve Left Today

2008-09-02T07:23:00.000-07:00

So Steve left this morning for his unit for a few weeks. We still dont know if he will have leave before he fly's to Mississippi on the 20th. I am praying that he gets to come home... even if its only for a few days. I am having a really hard time with everything already, but i am trying to be strong for him. I don't know how the next year will go for me and steve. I am hoping it goes by fast so that everything can be over. I just want him back home.

Last Week

2008-08-25T19:26:00.000-07:00

So things have been going really good. We have been really busy with everything and classes are just starting now on top of everything else. It is Steves last week till he has to go to his unit. So far all we know is that he has orders to be at his unit on sept. 2nd untill the 18 and then he has to report to Mississippi till late december. He will only be back for a few days and then hes off overseas. So were now down to his last week. I am having a hard time with it but i am trying to stay strong with everything. It really sucks that he has to go, especially so soon. I just hope he gets to come home sooner than later. Were going to Baltimore on friday for a romantic getaway before he has to leave and we got a really nice hotel. We are pretty excited for our getaway. I will post photos of the wedding on here as soon as i can figure out how to. I might have to get help from Brittany.

Married Life

2008-08-17T08:15:00.000-07:00

So its now been 8 days since we got married. Our Wedding was so wonderful and better than I thought it would be. Things are going great and we ad a ton of fun on our honeymoon to Harrisburg and Hershey Park. Now were back to working a lot again. After this week we are both taking off work till Steve has to leave for his Unit. He is suppose to come back the 14th of sept. and then leave for Mississippi on the 18th. Rumor has it now that he may not be back after the 2nd so i am a little upset about that. Other then that we have no idea what is going on. We have not heard any other news. Its very hard not knowing what is going on and i am very upset with everything. I just hope hes not gone longer than a year. I really hope hes only gone a few months. I can not wait till hes out of the military.

2 days away

2008-08-07T11:34:00.000-07:00

It is now only two days away until our wedding. Things are getting more stressful then I had thought they would. Im trying to stay calm but its hard. So many people are asking questions and calling me and i feel like i cant breath. I can barely sleep at night. Last night i didnt fall asleep till after midnight and i woke up at 7:30. I hope i am not tired for the dinner tom. nite. Well off to clean and set stuff up...more planning.

4 DAYS

2008-08-04T22:02:00.000-07:00

Ok so only four more days till the wedding. I am getting so freakin excited. I cant wait to wear my dress lol. Things have been real busy with planning, work and my class. I will be so happy when sat. comes. Then we will be off to harrisburg for a few nights which will be nice to get away. well steve is not feeling too hot so i am going to go make him feel better.

Getting close

2008-07-30T19:33:00.001-07:00

It is now a week and a half till the big day. Today was such a busy day. We paid for the banquet hall and food today. We also met with the DJ. Almost everything is done now. Just a little bit more minor things. I am getting so excited. I got my dress today too. It is all hemmed now and it looks amazing. My class is alot of work and with that and the wedding it is hard. Next week will be even worse so i am a bit nervous about how class will go next week with the wedding and all. Alright well it has been a long day and i am so tired.

Update

2008-07-25T09:51:00.000-07:00

So everything is going great. I am still extremely busy with my class and wedding planning. Only fifteen more days until the wedding and i am so excited. Everyone keeps asking me if i am nervous but there is nothing to be nervous about. I know I am marrying the man of my dreams. I know he is who i am meant to be with for he rest of my life. I am so excited to walk down the isle and marry him. It will be an amazing wedding... a prefect wedding. Me and Steve are both working like crazy still. I got a new golf club set and now steve is teaching me how to golf so when he gets back from Iraq I will hopefully be pretty good at it. It is a lot of fun though. I did not realize how much fun it is. I cant wait to go back out to the range. Well time to get ready for work.

Getting Close

2008-07-22T18:57:00.000-07:00

So it is getting really close to the wedding....only two and a half weeks left. I am getting so excited. I am a bit nervous about finances and i am just hoping things work out ok. Steve keeps telling me not to worry but that is a hard thing for me to do. Its what i do best. I am very excted for tomorrow because steve and me both have off so we get to hangout. I got caught up on my class so i can spare to not do any work tomorrow now. It will be nice to get a day with him. We are going to go to the fair which is only here for the week.

Confused

2008-07-19T08:09:00.001-07:00

So i am still trying to figure out how to use this blog completely still. Its not very easy, but i m sure i will get the hang of it soon. Things are going pretty good right now. I now have off work till tuesday which is great. This weekend will be spent getting my apartment back in order and doing wedding plans. I just finished my classwork for the week. I got one week down and four more to go. I just hope the workload doesn't get much worse. Hopefully i can get caught up before the wedding. I have a final for this class like 5 days after the wedding which is scary. Im sure i will be fine though i have several friends who will help me keep up. Other then that i am just getting more and more excited for the wedding. Only 3 weeks from today!! Its crazy!! Well i am going to go get some stuff done around the apartment.

All New

2008-07-18T10:51:00.000-07:00

Ok so everyone is starting this blog thing now and i figured it would be great to start one. This way everyone can be update with me and Steve's life. It will be really nice to have when he leaves to go overseas to so that everyone can see how he is doing. Anyways, only 23 days left till the wedding and i am getting more and more excited. I am surprised to see how many people have RSVP'd so far which is really awesome!! I can not wait to marry the man of my dreams. Right now we both are working alot and spending as much time as we can with each other before he has to leave. Well I have to get going.